Monday, May 16, 2016

Terrible Dream

Just wanted to get this down so I don't forget it.

I had a horror movie type dream last night.

I was in a house, a nice ranch style house in the woods. This is a house that I don't know in real life but has appeared in dreams before. The dream started out with me in the house with a two (or more) family members and I was trying to get everyone out of the house so I could take a bath and get ready for work. My job was as a school teacher or a substitute teacher or something. My family wasn't leaving, which was annoying because somehow that was related to me getting in the bath and getting ready. I remember thinking about telling the school about being trans and how they would deal with it. The bath water kept overflowing in different bathrooms, I kept going between them trying to take a bath. The bathrooms were very opulent. But I couldn't take a bath because (i was wearing boy clothes) every time I took off my shirt, something would distract me (getting people out of the house or the bath water or something) and then I'd be wearing the the shirt again. Even the one time I got my shirt and pants off they were both back on. I started going crazy. I thought I was going insane and I tried to get someone to call for help. I was scared I would be locked up, but then I thought maybe I should be locked up because clearly I was going insane (because the shirt kept reappearing). It felt like I was in a  horror movie. This went on and on and on.

Then lastly I saw this guy who I had met when I was 19. I never really knew this person, he was just some long haired guy from school, but in the dream he was wearing makeup, looked just like himself, but he looked like a beautiful girl. When I told him (I thought he was a she, like had transitioned) he was beautiful, he got upset. Clearly had not transitioned.

Then I work up.

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